Who am I?

Today after school we (kids and I) went down to the Ontario Mills Mall to book Kristopher's birthday party. After that Kristopher wanted a snack, a Cinnabon! I said sure and was going to get 2 (1 for him and 1 for me and girls to share). On the way walking over to the counter to place my order I started thinking about all the crap (fat, calories, etc) that were in just one of those delicious Cinnabons. Now let me explain normally I would devourer one of these in a matter of minutes. But to my surprise when I took a bite I didn't want to keep on eating it. Then I took another bite just to make sure and I honestly did not want it. I did not think that it was worth putting more fat into my body. It wasn't because I wasn't hungry...that never stopped me before. A few weeks ago I could have just eaten a meal at the food court, stomach stuffed, and would still stuff my face with one of those in a matter of minutes. I would force my stomach to eat the entire thing...before. I don't know what has happened to me. I don't know if I am truly adopting a whole new lifestyle or if it's just those all those horrific facts in Skinny Bitch or television shows that just keeps circulating in my head. But whatever it is I really hope it does last and my life is changing for the better. Let's face it's I'm in my mid 30's and not a young pup anymore. I NEED to take better care of myself. As as all mothers know that is usually the last thing (our health) that takes priority in our daily life.